I’m not totally mad at you. I’m just sad. You’re all locked up in that little world of yours, and when I try knocking on the door, you just sort of look up for a second and go right back inside.
I need to learn how to love myself. Its easy for me to love someone, even someone I just met… but it’s nearly impossible to love myself. Being with your significant other is supposed to bring the best out of you.. but in certain scenarios being with them will make you look at yourself and be disgusted. My self esteem is so low next time it wont even exist. No matter how great my day was, these thoughts that come up at night always make me remember how many imperfections and problems I have in my life.